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Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
1:29 am	shit I dont fucking know whats up with me. I cant get happy. Ever. I laugh and have fun and hang out with awesome people, but I go home everynight and im just sad. Its not temporary anymore either, its always. Im in a good relationship with a girl, but I really dont see it going anywhere and I really want to find a girl who is on the same level as me. As I have discussed with others, I think diffrently than most. Only a few people i have met are able to connect on this level and communicate with me and you know who you are. My mom gave me the "You seem depressed. You should talk to someone who can prescribe you something for it" talk and I basicly tuned her out because I hate the idea of taking some pill that provides temporary artificial happiness. I want to overcome this on my own but I dont see this happening anytime soon. Could it be this relationship Im in making me like this? I think partially so. I really just need a girl who can connect with me and see things the same way I do. I just want to be happy again. I want to find my soul mate. I want to connect. I want love. Current Mood: numb Current Music: Echoes - Pink Floyd (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
2:39 am	I love it with my heart and soul. Ahhhh, the simple joy of chief'n on the ganja. Marijuana is delicious. I Love Weed ♥♥♥ Its the bomb diggidy Current Mood: high Current Music: Dr. Seuss is Dead - Acid Bath (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 13th, 2006
1:59 am	HOLY SHIT!!! GUITAR HERO 2 SONG LIST!!! IT WILL FUCKING OWN YOUR SOUL!!! 1. Opening Licks Motley Crue - Shout at the Devil Danzig - Mother Cheap Trick - Surrender Wolfmother - Woman Spinal Tap - Tonight I'm Gonna Rock You Tonight 2. Amp-Warmers Kiss - Strutter Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box Police - Message in a Bottle Van Halen - You Really Got Me Kansas - Carry on Wayward Son 3. String-Snappers Foo Fighters - Monkey Wrench Alice in Chains - Them Bones Iggy Pop and the Stooges - Search and Destroy Pretenders - Tattooed Love Boys Black Sabbath - War Pigs 4. Thrash and Burn Warrant - Cherry Pie Butthole Surfers - Who Was in My Room Last Night Mathew Sweet - Girlfriend Rolling Stones - Can't You Hear Me Knockin' Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine 5. Return of the Shred Rage Against the Machine - Killing in the Name Of Primus - John the Fisherman Sword - Freya Thin Lizzy - Bad Reputation Aerosmith - Last Child 6. Relentless Riffs Heart - Crazy on You Stone Temple Pilots - Tripping on a Hole in a Paper Heart Stray Cats - Rock This Town Allman Brothers - Jessica Jane's Addiction - Stop 7. Furious Fretwork Anthrax - Madhouse Living End - Carry Me Home Lamb of God - Laid to Rest Reverend Horton Heat - Psychobilly Freakout Rush - YYZ 8. Face-Melters Avenged Sevenfold - Beast and the Harlot Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized Dick Dale - Misirlou Megadeth - Hangar 18 Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
1:14 am	Oh Laci... Guess what I just stumbled across on google... http://www.geocities.com/soccerchick1487/ lolz0rz be4mz (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 10th, 2006
11:46 pm	You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already. In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth. </td> Buddhism 92% Paganism 79% agnosticism 63% Satanism 63% Hinduism 58% Judaism 50% Islam 46% Christianity 33% atheism 29% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Three 6 Mafia - Put 'cha dick in her mouth ChoppedandScrewed (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 7th, 2006
3:44 am	GWAHHH!?!?!? Well pin me down and slap my nut sack! I havent made a live journal post in at least six months. Wow. Fucking myspace has taken over my life. Fuck it. Its just prettier than live journal. But anyways, summer is fucking awesome. I have gone to so many parties that my brain and ass hole have switched places and now I shit out of my eyes while my ass reads poetry. JC is gonna suck. I want summer to go on forever. Im gonna hate saying good bye to everyone soon. I have picked up the drums and I fucking love them. I have been playing everyday and its great. I hope to get a set of my own soon. Im gonna be fucking Neil Pert soon. Fuck yeah... Lat0r TiTz Current Mood: DiCkS!?!? (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
12:13 am	Paul Stanley I created a new topic on the mc chris forums call "Paul Stanleys REPRESENT!!" Every one that went to the show as Paul Stanleys should go post on it. I cant wait for christmas break. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Hypnotize - System of a Down (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
11:02 am	CERBERUS You are a cerberus. A cerberus is a massive, black, three-headed dog. In Greek mythology there was a cerberus that guarded the gates of Hades, near the river Styx. The cerberus represents all that is dark and evil. The cerberus stands for death, darkness, despair, and degradation. The cerberus is a fearsome creature that is intimidating and ominous. It is violent and ill-tempered. Which mythical creature resides in your soul? (11 Results + Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla I am totally bad ass. Don't lie. Current Mood: CERBERUS Current Music: Shes Like Heroin - System of a Down (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
2:42 pm	HOT DAMN! I got a date to sadie hawkins and I am very happy because I was starting to think that girls were not attracted to me(YEAH, RIIIIGHT!!!) The new System of a Down album is quite amazing. I havent heard a song I dont like off of it yet. I am listen to it right now and I cant believe how much better it is compared to there last album. Current Mood: Zoro! Current Music: System of a Down - Hypnotize (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
12:11 am	Next wednesday, one of these is going on my car. http://store1.yimg.com/I/rodi_1871_78388876 It will be sweet Harry Potter on friday and its gonna be freakin sweet. I love me some harry potter. Also... I am still availble for Sadie Hawkins. I know all you fine ladys were wondering and yes, its true, I am still without a date. So now your wildest dreams can come true. YOU CAN TAKE THE WILLIAM DELAPP TO SADIE HAWKINS. Lat0r Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots - The Flaming Lips (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
11:49 pm	Well, I am about to pass out. I just worked 12 hours and 15 minutes. That is the most I have ever worked in my life. People at the Mellow Mushroom need to stop doing all those f'ing drugs. It gets worse and worse everyday. Its not just pot. Someone is going to end up OD'ing and it is going to be pretty f'ing sad. I love musicals. I love lamp. I love desk. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Physical Graffiti synched up with The Hunchback of NotreDame (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
12:21 am	hmmm.... This weekend was as fun as it could be considering I spent most of my time at work. I worked a total of 28 hours from friday to sunday. I went to see Jarhead. I have been waiting for that movie eversince I heard about it. I guessed it would be sort of like Full Metal Jacket and Apocalypse Now and it was. It was an awesome movie. I hope this week is fun. Hopefully I get to hang out with Ashley a little bit because I have not seen her since Homecoming. That would be sweet. Outy-ba-bowty Current Mood: tired Current Music: Norma Jean - Face, face (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
12:22 am	Well homecoming turned out to be the bomb diggidy. I had tons o' fun hanging out with everyone especially Ashley. After finally getting to hang out with her, I see that she is a most excellent person. I look forward to future meetings with her. Halloween was awesome as well. Me and Bobs gangster suits were awesome and alot of people thought we were going to kill them. Fortunatly for them we only killed about 26% of the people we met. School sucks... Alot. Current Mood: content Current Music: Along Comes Mary - The Bloodhound Gang (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
11:51 pm	AZZMILK Today, Drew JT and myself along with Mrs.Statham rode in the first ninja float to ever grace the homecoming parade. Homecoming is saturday... AND I CANT WAIT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUN! Ashley Hoye, If you read this call me. Lat0rz fooz Current Mood: excited Current Music: A$$ and Titties - DJ Funk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
2:11 am	Sky rockets in flight... This weekend has been pretty great! I worked friday but it was a fun night. Halfway through, Ashley came by to say hello and we talked for a few minutes. Our meeting made the night at least 100 times more awesome! After work I went straight to sleep because I had ACT first thing this morning. It was not that bad but the science part sucked big nutz. Then I hung out at Quakes for a few hours and caught the midnight showing of Waiting which was a very funny movie. If anyone does anything tommorow give me a call. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: We are all on drugs - Weezer (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
2:21 am	Sir Lancelot Rides Again! Today, I finally got the car I have been wanting ever since I saw one. I got a 2003 Mitsubishi Lancer and it is awesome. Me and Connor just got done driving through a subdivision near the middle school. I did no less than 45 through out the entire subdivision. At the back was a loop and I slid around that. It was the coolest experience I have ever had in a car. I cant wait to add the cool air intake. Current Mood: WOW Current Music: Rock Box - Run DMC (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 13th, 2005
1:48 pm	Home Coming and a car?!? Life is Sweet! Well, my life keeps getting better and better. My mom was going to help me buy a used car in about a month. I came home from school yesterday and she started talking about buying a new/slightly used car from a dealership. Then came the shocker. She said she would make the payments on the car until I graduate! I was like shiiiiiiiiiiit! I am hoping to get a car like this... http://images.securedwebform.com/stock/300/mitsubishi/lancer/2002/4sa.jpg More importantly, I found a date for homecoming. I will be going with Ashley Hoye, and I could not be happier to go with such a beautiful, awesome girl. For those of you who do not know her, she goes to mercy cross, and she is one cool mofo. Lat0rz Current Mood: Newspaper 0wnag3!! Current Music: My Hump - Black Eyed Peas (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 10th, 2005
7:49 pm	"Locomotive Breath - Jethro Tull" In the shuffling madness Of the locomotive breath, Runs the all-time loser, Headlong to his death. He feels the piston scraping -- Steam breaking on his brow -- Old Charlie stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. He sees his children jumping off At the stations -- one by one. His woman and his best friend -- In bed and having fun. He's crawling down the corridor On his hands and knees -- Old Charlie stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. He hears the silence howling -- Catches angels as they fall. And the all-time winner Has got him by the balls. He picks up Gideon's Bible -- Open at page one -- God stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. Well, Today has gone by quite slowly, but it was really easy. I cant wait for next semester though where I will take some classes I actually like. Old people are really funny and really sad at the same time. Today I helped move some furniture from a house with andrew and a old lady who lived at the house kept coming out and telling us how good we were doing. It was really funny until she stopped me and asked if we were done. I told her we were and she said that was great and then she said she wished she could do it. I could tell she missed being able to do many of the things she had lost with her youth. It was a major bummer. Other than that I had a pretty titz day. Current Mood: Locomotive Breath Current Music: I left my heart in San Francisco - Tony Bennet (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
5:31 pm	You scored as The Magic Earring Ken Dyke. You're tough, mysterious and extremely butch. But you love who you are and often consider it a compliment when someone thinks you're a male. </td> The Magic Earring Ken Dyke 70% The Hipster Dyke 65% The Stud 55% The Student Dyke 50% The Little-Boy Dyke 40% The Quasi-Gothic Femme 35% The Surprise! Dyke 35% The Pretty-Boi Dyke 35% The Sprightly Elfin Femme 30% The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke 30% The Femme Fatale 25% The Bohemian Dyke 25% The Granola Dyke 20% What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.) created with QuizFarm.com uhhhhhhhhhhhh... yikes... I dont think I should have taken that one... Current Mood: uhhhhhh... Current Music: Breaking the Girl - RHCP (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
9:36 pm	Angel Angel - Jimi Hendrix Angel came down From heaven yesterday, Stayed with me just long enough To rescue me.... And she told me a story yesterday; About the sweet love Between the moon and the deep blue sea. Then she spread her wings high over me. She said,’I’ll come back again to see you tomorrow.... And I said fly on, my sweet angel. Fly on through the sky. Fly on, my sweet angel. Tomorrow I’m gonna be by your side.... Sure enough, This woman came home to me. Silver wings silhouetted against a child’s sunrise.... And my angel, She said unto me, ’today is the day for you to rise.’ Take my hand, you’re gonna be my mind, And she took me high over yonder..... And I said fly on, my sweet angel. Fly on through the sky. Fly on, my sweet angel. Tomorrow I’m gonna be by your side.... Angel, you shall be missed. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Angel - Jimi Hendrix (Comment on this)